Endless Summer Nights

So, I told you guys about my student loans...well, I have to withdraw from school tomorrow because I can't cover my tuition. I am also probably going to lose my car in the next day or so. I can't find a job. I even applied at McDonalds and was told they were not hiring. McDonalds is ALWAYS hiring. But when I need a job, there isn't one.

I'm really depressed. I've probably cried every day since last Monday. I haven't been sleeping well. I'm just stressed out and really unhappy. I don't know what to do. Also, my kidney is hurting, and I'm afraid that it is only going to get worse and instead of a kidney infection, which I can ward off with AZO standard, that it will turn out to be another kidney stone.

I'm trying to have faith that it will get better, but it's really hard when I feel like crap.

Been listening to this song to make me feel better, but it hasn't worked yet.

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by.

If you smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun shining through
For you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying.
You'll find that life is still worthwhile-
If you just smile.
~ Smile
~ Charlie Chaplin

So, the first two classes I went to yesterday have me super excited. The first one is like an introduction to Word, Excel, Access, and Power Point. Can we say easy A? The second class is introduction to computer programming! We'll be using......VISUAL BASIC! SO EXCITED TO LEARN HOW TO USE THIS PROGRAM! And we get a free copy of it with our book!!!!!

Today I have Stats 2 and Calculus. UGH! I'm glad I put these two together because I dread them both.

Schedule for Fall

MW
Calculus - 10:20-11:15
Intro to Computer Programming - 5:30-6:50

MWF
Computer Applications In Business - 10:20-11:15


TTh
Intro to Graphic Design - 8:30-11:00
Business Stats II - 2:20-3:40

Just a little update of my day!

I hate Tuesdays. I have all this time to kill in the morning to play WoW and it's down for maintenance. SUCKS ROYALLY!

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I made a 90 on my first math quiz! :)

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I was productive and went to class even though I was so tempted to just blow it off.

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I'm addicted to the song "Telephone" by Lady Gaga and Beyonce and I'm not happy about it. I really want to dislike Lady Gaga but she's making it freaking impossible with her catchy music and putting my beautiful Eric in her video for Paparazzi! DAMN HER!

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I have a ton of math homework due by friday, so tomorrow morning I'll be spending a lot of time in the math lab trying to get it done.

and I think that's it for me for tonight. :)

I love you guys! I have the best f-list in all the world!!

Just a life update.

So, I've made it half way through the semester and I currently have Cs in Micro, Accounting, and Stats, and an A in Math. The C in Accounting I hope to change this next test Friday. I have a study group tomorrow evening for our test on Friday, which is good, considering I missed all of chapter 8.

I've been studying this evening and writing notes and my hand is just cramping like crazy. I forgot about that part of school.

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Also, I like UAH, but I loved Montevallo. I feel so far removed from the college there, I think because I don't live on campus and I'm not involved in actively getting to know people, so that makes it harder.

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My brother Adam took a nail to the eye on Monday. It didn't like stick in his eye, but it hit his eyeball. He went to the hospital only to find out that the company he was working for didn't have workman's comp insurance on him, even though he'd been paying for it. They still, by law, have to pay for his medical bills. He has to see a specialist because he's having blurred vision in that eye and they're concerned that there maybe be problems with the retina. They did a CAT scan to make sure everything was okay, but the specialist is just to make sure that he's not going to permanently lose his eyesight.

On the same day, my mother was in B'ham with my aunt who was having an arteriorgram(sp?) because her stress test came back abnormal and since her father died of a heart attack at 69 and her brother and sister all have heart problems, they wanted to make sure she was ok. And she was. She doesn't have the same problem my mom or uncle have, which is where the arteries are very small and thin so they have to stint them. My uncle has already had two mild heart attacks. My mom has four stints and one of the veins that was really small not allowing enough blood to flow to the heart, did it's own bypass! It's was freaking cool to see the comparison. Like when she went in and they did the lookie thing the first time, there were no capillaries coming off it, and then nine months later, it had sprouted it's own capillaries and did it's own bypass to allow blood to flow to the heart. The human body is amazing! Truly amazing I tell you. Anyway, my aunt is fine. She didn't even have to take cholesterol medicine.

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Kristin is now 7 1/2 months pregnant. Peyton is growing every day. My brother said that she should name him Peyton Bryant Zarzaur. Kristin is a Tennessee fan and loves Peyton Manning and we're all Alabama fans and love the Bear, so Peyton Bryant would be mixing both. My dad wants Peyton Robert. Robert is a family name and there are a lot of Roberts on her side as well.

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We went to a wedding this weekend out in the damn sticks. Ever heard of Veto, Alabama? Me either until last Sunday. My Michelle's sister, Jaimie, took the pictures.

http://www.jchampagnephotography.webs.com

Look under Photo Gallery and then Brooke and Stevie and her Sister's wedding is Michelle and Adam! She takes such beautiful pictures. She's going to do the photos for Brad and Kristin's weddings and Adam and Brittnis (should that day ever come).

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But that's it from me for the night.

Hello world!!

So, here's a little update...

I had two tests this week. One in Microeconomics and one in Accounting. No idea how I did on either. I have a test thursday in Stats that I'm dreading.

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So, Alabama is 4-0 with an awesome victory against Arkansas. Georgia struggled to beat them, but I think that says more about how crappy Georgia is this year.

And the Tebow was hurt...awww. I thought he was superman! At least, that's the way it sounds when the announcers talk about him. I mean, I expect at halftime he walks on water then goes and saves puppies from a burning building. I think my hate for Tebow is more because the announcers all love him. Hell, the announcers for the television, no matter the station, suck. If you were just listening to the Alabama/Arkansas game on TV, you would have thought that Arkansas had it by 50 points.

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It feels like it's been raining here since 1998. I don't even remember what it was like when the sun came out. We're supposed to have a sunny day tomorrow, but I highly doubt it.

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On the World of Warcraft front. I have less than 15 days to make it to level 80 before my submission time runs out. I don't have any money and with dad paying the rest of my bills, I just don't have the heart to ask him to pay for 6 months of WoW time. :(

But my Death Knight is a level 76. I'm nearly high enough to buy a flying mount for Northrend. I'm also Double Spec, in Blood and Frost. Frost because I kept getting asked to tank and when people found out that I was blood, they were pissed. So, I went frost, too. Frost only pulls more aggro, while I feel like Blood deals more damage.

Also, Brewfest is going on, and I've almost got enough coins to buy brew of the month. I need one more day on the damn goat to get it. And I've been looking for a weapon better than the Ax I currently have that deals like 500 damage and has a high crit strike rating as well as armor penetration. I've yet to find one.

My brother is no longer playing WoW because he works all the time and just doesn't have time, which is sad because that's when I usually got to talk to him. Although, I changed servers, so that wasn't even really true.

Anyway, I love this game, but I've found that if I play it right before I go to bed, that I dream about it. And believe me, you do not want to dream about WoW. It doesn't lend itself to peaceful dreams. When I first started playing, I had a recurring dream that I was on my mount, riding around the Barrens, trying to find animals to kill for their skin. Pretty bad when you're so involved in something that you dream about it.

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That's it for me for the night. I'm super tired and I just want to crawl into bed and sleep for, like, forever. My cousin Nicole is having a baby shower tomorrow, so I probably won't be around.

Toodles!

Off to do homework for a while. Microeconomics SUCKS!! As does Stats!!

Why, as an MIS major, do I have to have these two classes. Tell me. TELL ME NOW!