ashleyfanfic: (joy - default)
Can anyone listen to Bohemian Rhapsody and NOT think of this movie???

I know that my brothers and I, and then Michelle, Seth, and I have all done this very thing in the car to this song!
ashleyfanfic: (Kelso !!!)
I decided that since I've been depressed that the best thing to do is to look at the good things I have. The good outweighs the bad, really.

Good things:
- My family - while they drive me crazy, most days, I know that when I need them there are there with all the love and support they can offer. My Godfather, my dad's youngest brother, just called me today because he was thinking about me and wanted to talk to me. One of my dad's sisters was in the Disney store when it was going out of business and saw some Nightmare Before Christmas stuff and knew I loved it, so she bought it and sent it to me, just because. My dad and mom have done everything they can to make me feel better, to my dad trying to make me laugh because he doesn't like to see me upset. Landon offers hugs and kisses at random times and has come up to me recently and patted me and said "Ashey no cry, ok?"
- My friends - specifically Michelle - is a never ending ream of support. I have to say that while she does get on my nerves occasionally, she's as close to a sister as I will ever have. Thing is, we're both two people who don't let the other wallow and feel sorry for themselves. We kick one another in the ass when we need it, we listen, and we're capable of making the other laugh when no one else can. She is driving four hours the weekend of my birthday just to hang out with me.
- My computer - it's pretty awesome. I bought it as a whole set from Sam's a few years ago. It's a Dell, which is all I will ever own now, and it's fabulous! It has enough room for me to play WoW and keep both Sims 2 and 3.
- World of Warcraft - you have no idea how cathartic it is to go kill some stuff when you're feeling upset.
- Craig Ferguson - I DVR this show because he makes me laugh. I think he's the best late night has to offer. I really like that he rarely ever talks to the people about what they're there to plug. Some of my favorite recent guests: Tom Felton, Robert Downy Jr., Tim Allen, Gerard Butler, and Emma Thompson. I also love his little cussing rabbit, Sid.
- That 70's Show and Big Bang Theory - I love these two shows. I've seen some episodes of That 70's Show so many times I can recite the words. Big Bang Theory, I love this show the more I watch it.
- The soundtracks of Glee - Truly has helped me get through today. "Don't Stop Believing", "Dream On", "Smile", and "Alone" can always bring a smile to my face, and goosebumps to my arms.
- And last but not least, you guys - There is a core group of you that offer never ending support. As long as I've had this journal, I know that I can come here and tell you guys things that I would never tell my real life people and you would never judge me of it. Some of you post things that make me laugh, think, and sometimes go "PLEASE PUT NAKED PEOPLE BEHIND A CUT" but it's almost always entertaining. My last post I cried while I wrote it, but after the love and support you guys sent my way, it really did make me feel better. You're the best online friends that a person could ever have.

So, really, thank you so much guys. Just keep being you.
ashleyfanfic: (no doubt 05)
I really hate my life right now. Everything that could go wrong today has gone wrong.

- I go get my financial aid straightened out only to find out that they aren't giving me everything I need because of what I made LAST year. Instead of the full amount I need for the year, I got enough to cover one semester.
- I had to have my dad buy my books, which I really didn't want to do.
- It rained all day.
- I just got in a huge fight with my mom. I was sitting in my room installing something on my computer for my class and I hear her talking to my aunt on the phone. She's basically bad-mouthing me and my brothers because she had to clean the kitchen. Big surprise there, not really. My brothers never clean and I haven't been here. So, I'm not really listening until I hear my name and then she starts saying how I said that I wasn't cleaning the kitchen because I didn't make the mess. That is total and utter bullshit. On second thought, I should have let it go, but I don't like people lying about me. So I listened to it for about two more minutes of her putting words in my mouth that I never said and I walked in there and called her a "Fucking liar". Now, I shouldn't have said that, and I apologized, but do you think she apologized to me for lying? FUCK NO! I'm the evil bitch that made her clean the kitchen. I'm the only one that cares if she eats, I'm the only one that does clean the house when it needs to be done, and I'm the only one that she spends time with. I take offense to her first lying on me and then storming off and throwing a fucking temper tantrum because I called her on her lying.

I just want to go to bed and pretend like today never happened.
ashleyfanfic: (landon)
Photographer's pictures for Brittni and Adam's wedding!!

Jaimie Champagne Photography

My favorite is the one of Landon giving Brittni a kiss!
ashleyfanfic: (no doubt 05)
So, my dad is home from the hospital with Brittni and Adam. Here's what I found out.

Brittni had 12 stitches to her eye. 4 inside and 8 outside.

Her mom met my dad and Adam up there and she went back and talked to Brittni and convinced her to go to AA with her. Brittni's mom is a recovering drug addict, her husband is a recovering alcoholic, and hopefully, Brittni will stop this now and do what she needs to do. Her mom asked my dad what she had been drinking and my dad said "Liquor of some sort." and Renee was like, "that's how I am. I can drink beer and be fine. When I drink liquor, I go crazy." So, Brittni inherited that from her mom.

Please pray that Brittni can stick with the AA stuff and do what she needs to do to be a better mother to her son.
ashleyfanfic: (no doubt 05)
let me tell you about what has happened here today and tell me whether or not you would be a nervous damn wreck

So, on Friday, Kristin has class at like 8 and Adam and Brad worked. Brittni decided to spend her free time at her grandmother's, sans Landon. Which means we had both babies starting at 9 this morning. I'm already on edge because I'm about to start and EVERYTHING pisses me off

and my mom, who usually takes Prozac to control her craziness hadn't taken her meds in three weeks and she's been snapping at everyone. Well, to make this even more complicated, Jessica, a friend of Brittni's brought her two year old son to come stay with us for the weekend. I told you that, though. I love Gavin, and it would be fine, but he whines and doesn't mind, two things I just can't handle. However he and Landon play well together.

So, by three o'clock we have all three babies. Adam and Brittni come in with bottles of liquor they have hidden in brittni's purse because my mom and dad have told them, specifically her, that they don't want her drinking. She takes meds and it doesn't mix well. Anyway, they start drinking about 5 and my dad gets home and starts cooking around 7

So, he's outside working the grill and adam and brittni come in from the ice cream man where they bought both gavin and landon ice cream and proceed to feed it to them right then. Adam then went upstairs and left them in the living room with my mother. My mom is screaming at Adam to come downstairs and get them because they're filthy, only he doesn't hear her and she has to scream for ten minutes. I've already gone out tehre and tried to fix it, but she wouldn't let me

So then Adam comes downstairs and mom is screaming at him that he's an idiot for giving them popcicles right before they eat. and he didn't see anything wrong with it and kind of argued with her. Well, my dad was inside by this time and told Adam that he was drunk and needed to watch his child. Mom said that gavin was sleeping with them because they gave them ice cream. Adam said no he wasn't he's not his kid and then Brittni STORMS downstairs, throws Landon's green ice cream filled tray on my mother's $700 rug and storms upstairs. Adam then gets into it with Brittni about my mom being a bitch and yadda yadda yadda

So, Adam comes back downstairs and goes outside. Landon is in my mother's room with Gavin and Peyton when Brittni KICKS THE DOOR IN and snatches Landon. She's drunk as SHIT. She was already stumbling around and fell in the floor before all this happened. So, she backs into the corner, holding Landon who is screaming because she's LOST IT! My dad goes over to her to try and explain that she can leave, but she can't take Landon while she's drunk. She goes to hit my dad and hits Landon in the head with her cellphone when she swings and punches my dad in the face.

I ran and got Adam who went outside to smoke a cigarette, and she punched him in the head too. Adam runs inside, Brittni is now holding a crying screaming Landon and is about to drop him in the process of traying to hit adam and my dad again. Brad manages to snatch Landon frpom brittni and runs out of the room and into the bathroom. Adam is not restraining Brittni from behind as they're falling to the floor and she's trying to head butt him with the back of her head and instead she caught her eye on the corner of my dad's nightstand and split it open

now they're at the hospital getting brittni some stitches

my dad took her even though she slugged him in the face
ashleyfanfic: (Alabama Football!!)
Been a quiet Labor Day at home.

We're having kabobs for dinner complete with bell peppers, onions, garlic...should be very tasty!

Tomorrow we're starting on weight watchers because the majority of us in the house feel that TFF is not good. (BTW - TFF means TOO FUCKING FAT!)


I bought a new desk the other day at walmart for 40 bucks. I really like it. It's black and simple and has a drawer, which my other desk didn't have. It's perfect for my desktop.


Today is my dad's 52 birthday. He's the best daddy in the world and I'll fight with anyone who says otherwise.


I'm slowly working my way through laundry.


I completed chapter 3 of Broken Road and it's been sent for betaing. So, look for a post about that in the next few days.


I think that's all. I don't really have anything else, I don't think.

Wait, yes I do...ROLLLLL TIDE ROLL!
ashleyfanfic: (Default)
Listening to Carolina Liar! I really like this band! I first heard of them through VH1's weekly countdown, and I really like the band.


I asked my parents if we could have a night where no one was at the house but our family. I just can't take all the people all the time. It's constant. It's like we live in grand central station. We were sitting down ready to eat last night, mom, Kristin, and I and the next thing I know, Brittni's friend Ashley, who I can't stand, and Jessica, and we all know my feelings on Jessica, joined us. And Kristin could see the irritation on my face and goes "What's the matter?" and I was like "You really want to know?" and she nodded and I said "I'm tired of people that don't live here being here all the time," in front of Jessica and Ashley, although they're both so dense I don't think they caught it.

So, later, Kristin and I are standing in the kitchen talking, and Ashley walked by and asked if I would get her something and I said no, and told her where it was, she gave some smart ass comment back, and I nearly went after her because I'm just so tired of her give me I'm special attitude. She's an attention whore.

Reasons why I dislike her )

So, yeah, maybe all that's petty and I should have sympathy for her and Jessica, but my sympathy is gone. I have none. I just want everyone out of our house that isn't related to us. When it's just my family and their significant others it's my parents, brad, kristin, adam, brittni, brandon, and dixie (brad and kristin's yellow lab). Can you imagine what it's like when you add 5 more people to that???


They're planning to remake Buffy the Vampire Slayer, without any of the original or main players?!?!? No Joss?!?!? It's his creation and no one can do it justic. And plain and simple, Sarah Michelle Gellar is and always will be Buffy. Anything else will pale in comparsion.

I think this shows that the writers in Hollywood are simply out of ideas.
ashleyfanfic: (landon)
It's confirmed! I'm going to be an Aunt again! My brother Brad and his fiance Kristin are having a baby and she's due on January 1, 2010!

Now, we're wondering how long until Brittni is pregnant again.

Oh, and I'm using my new icon of Landon because he is the love of my life. He looks JUST like my brother Adam!
ashleyfanfic: (beach 2)
Finally got my Death Knight for WoW! I've yet to play it because I spent all day trying to level to get the damn thing! Have I mentioned how much I hate the Plaguelands area? East and West? Mainly because I hate zombies!!


Well, I'm going to be an Aunt again, it seems. Brad and his fiance are having a baby. They have moved back in with us, along with their dog. So, it feels like I live in a hotel.


Happy Mother's Day to all the mom's on my F-list!


No Spoilers, just comments on hotness.

Saw X-Men. Yes, Hugh was hot as Wolverine, as always. But I felt myself strangely drawn to Liev as Sabertooth! I mean, he's kind of sexy in a completely bad sort of way. Taylor Kitch did a decent job as Gambit, although, I'm kind of pissed that his eyes weren't red on black, as they should be, but at least they glowed red at certain points.




I want to go to the beach. Badly. Mainly because I just really need a break.


One of my friends from high school is getting married next Saturday, and my best friend is getting married the following Saturday. Everyone I know is getting married, except me. Sad. But not really. My money is my own. I don't answer to anyone else. And I'm allowed to be a homebody. But then again, it's kind of lonely. But then, you can't be lonely in this house because you're never alone!!


To the Sims 2 players on my flist there is a site you must know about:

You see, by EA games own standards and rules, people are not allowed to charge for content they create because it's a copyright infringement. Sort of like charging for fan fiction. So, this site pays the dues to ALL the sites that charge for certain content, like peggysims and around the sims and allows you to download it for free. Yes, I had issues with doing it the first time, but after I was then able to create the perfect Draco Malfoy, I got over it. ;)


ETA!: Changed my layout! Comment to let me know what you think!!

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