ashleyfanfic: (lysachek)
I go back to school on Monday and I'm really dreading it. Like, I have butterflies about it. I know that's silly. I wasn't even there when the shooting happened and no students were involved. However, I just feel..........unsafe. Like, I've always felt safe at school. Even after Columbine, I never worried about that happening here. But it makes me completely uneasy to think about having to walk into that building.

I also had a talk with Michelle today and she really hurt me. I'm trying to talk to her about how I feel and she just jumps in and starts telling me that she doesn't understand why I feel that way and I shouldn't worry about any of this since I wasn't even there. I was really upset. I'm really stressed about it. My face looks like a pepperoni pizza at the moment because that's how my stress has decided to manifest itself. I don't watch stories about the shooting, I don't read stories about the shooting, in fact, I don't even like talking about it, period. But I really felt like she was completely disregarding my feelings about it. I guess it is silly to be upset, but I can't help how I feel. I really wish I could get over this as easily as other people probably would, but I just don't know how to do that.

In other news, been watching the Olympics! Evan Lysachek was soooo on the other night! he hit all his jumps fantastically! And I really think the Russian guy didn't deserve the gold medal when next to Lysachek. Yes, he did a quad, but the other jumps he did were not pretty. He front loaded his program with jumps and didn't put any in the backend, where Lysachek put several harder jumps and scored bonus points. And if you went by the old system, where you had Technical and Artistic points, Lysachek BEAT the Russian guy on the TECHNICAL, not artistic. I love Apollo! I knew he wasn't going to get Gold tonight, not when I saw that two Canadians and two Koreans were in it. I knew that they would both keep him out of the top spot so I knew he had to win gold. And good for that little guy beating Shani! I was so happy for him, if you can believe it. The joy, just complete surprise on his face at winning made me smile.

Why the Olympics feel the need to shove tender moments in my face. I'm an emotional wreck right now, I don't need to know these tragic stories that turn me into a blubbering mess!
ashleyfanfic: (dude - fsm)
Just a little update of my day!

I hate Tuesdays. I have all this time to kill in the morning to play WoW and it's down for maintenance. SUCKS ROYALLY!

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I made a 90 on my first math quiz! :)

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I was productive and went to class even though I was so tempted to just blow it off.

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I'm addicted to the song "Telephone" by Lady Gaga and Beyonce and I'm not happy about it. I really want to dislike Lady Gaga but she's making it freaking impossible with her catchy music and putting my beautiful Eric in her video for Paparazzi! DAMN HER!

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I have a ton of math homework due by friday, so tomorrow morning I'll be spending a lot of time in the math lab trying to get it done.

and I think that's it for me for tonight. :)

I love you guys! I have the best f-list in all the world!!
ashleyfanfic: (Default)
So, I got up this morning and lounged in my room for a little while before I went into the other room to find my mom in the sunroom. I asked where everyone was and she said that adam and brittni went to get breakfast and to call them and tell them to get me something. I did and Adam is like, we already left. So, I hung up, irritated because I never go get anyone something to eat without getting them something to. So, my mom told me to call them back, since they're using her card, and tell them to go back and get me something. I called Adam back and he is just being beligerant to me, yelling and cussing.

So, then they get home, and Adam slams the food down and storms through the house, Brittni cussing after him. They apparently were into it because Brittni didn't want to go back and get anything. Anyway, they're fighting and she decides to leave. Adam goes into the sunroom, holding Landon, and Brittni comes in and tries to take Landon out of his arms. When he wouldn't release Landon, she punched him twice. My mom took Landon from Adam and he's just irate, yelling, cussing, and goes and picks up the phone and dials 911. He then hangs up before anyone answers.

They go outside and argue some more where they make up and decide that everyone else in the house is the cause and Adam is packing his shit and leaving to go with Brittni. In the five minutes that's happened, the Police show up and stop them from leaving and take statements from everyone in the house. Brad told the police that Brittni hit Adam while he was holding the baby and then they came and talked to me and I told them that she hit Adam while he was holding the baby. So, we figure one of them is going to jail. But the cop comes back in and tells my mom that he's letting them leave because Adam's not willing to press charges on her for assault. He then calls my dad and just rants and raves about how all of this is our fault and how my mom wanted them to go to jail because she came outside and got the baby and took him back into the house.

Needless to say, it's been a jam packed morning full of drama. These two are the reason my mom has heart problems!!
ashleyfanfic: (nightmare boogie)
Just a life update.

So, I've made it half way through the semester and I currently have Cs in Micro, Accounting, and Stats, and an A in Math. The C in Accounting I hope to change this next test Friday. I have a study group tomorrow evening for our test on Friday, which is good, considering I missed all of chapter 8.

I've been studying this evening and writing notes and my hand is just cramping like crazy. I forgot about that part of school.

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Also, I like UAH, but I loved Montevallo. I feel so far removed from the college there, I think because I don't live on campus and I'm not involved in actively getting to know people, so that makes it harder.

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My brother Adam took a nail to the eye on Monday. It didn't like stick in his eye, but it hit his eyeball. He went to the hospital only to find out that the company he was working for didn't have workman's comp insurance on him, even though he'd been paying for it. They still, by law, have to pay for his medical bills. He has to see a specialist because he's having blurred vision in that eye and they're concerned that there maybe be problems with the retina. They did a CAT scan to make sure everything was okay, but the specialist is just to make sure that he's not going to permanently lose his eyesight.

On the same day, my mother was in B'ham with my aunt who was having an arteriorgram(sp?) because her stress test came back abnormal and since her father died of a heart attack at 69 and her brother and sister all have heart problems, they wanted to make sure she was ok. And she was. She doesn't have the same problem my mom or uncle have, which is where the arteries are very small and thin so they have to stint them. My uncle has already had two mild heart attacks. My mom has four stints and one of the veins that was really small not allowing enough blood to flow to the heart, did it's own bypass! It's was freaking cool to see the comparison. Like when she went in and they did the lookie thing the first time, there were no capillaries coming off it, and then nine months later, it had sprouted it's own capillaries and did it's own bypass to allow blood to flow to the heart. The human body is amazing! Truly amazing I tell you. Anyway, my aunt is fine. She didn't even have to take cholesterol medicine.

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Kristin is now 7 1/2 months pregnant. Peyton is growing every day. My brother said that she should name him Peyton Bryant Zarzaur. Kristin is a Tennessee fan and loves Peyton Manning and we're all Alabama fans and love the Bear, so Peyton Bryant would be mixing both. My dad wants Peyton Robert. Robert is a family name and there are a lot of Roberts on her side as well.

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We went to a wedding this weekend out in the damn sticks. Ever heard of Veto, Alabama? Me either until last Sunday. My Michelle's sister, Jaimie, took the pictures.

http://www.jchampagnephotography.webs.com

Look under Photo Gallery and then Brooke and Stevie and her Sister's wedding is Michelle and Adam! She takes such beautiful pictures. She's going to do the photos for Brad and Kristin's weddings and Adam and Brittnis (should that day ever come).

*~*

But that's it from me for the night.
ashleyfanfic: (nightmare jack)
My face is really hot! Like, my cheeks feel like they are on fire!!!

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In other news, WoW, I'm now a 78, sooooo very close to 79! I'm just...like right there! It's driving me crazy! Not to mention that I still don't have enough gold to buy my flying mount for Northrend.

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My nephew is sooo smart. He's thirteen months old, and he's been walking now for over three months. He can say the follow words: book, cookie, Siti, Gidi, Brad, Adam, Dixie, Pepper (it's more Pepah), Momma, Dada, ball, more, bye bye, brush, bath, all gone (it's more ah gone), car, banana(which is nana), nose, eye(and it's that eye cause he points to it), and monster (it's monser). I think it's more that we don't talk to him in baby talk, but we use full words. They bought him this giant dinosaur today from a yardsale and it moves and growls and sings songs, and when he got up from his nap and saw it, he just started laughing! He went over and used the brush to brush it. SOOO CUTE!

We have pictures I'll post later!!

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Halloween is coming really fast! people are decorating and stuff. Landon is going to be Frankenstein's monster, because that's how he walks in shoes.

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I found out that I have a C in Microeconomics! YAY! I was really worried I would have worse! A C is ok with me.

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I've been trying to motivate myself to work on my [livejournal.com profile] dmhgficexchange fic...but I'm just not able to do it right now.

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OH, yeah, one more thing...ROOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL TIDE ROLL!!!

Tennessee fans, explain something to me, yes, you QB sucks, we've had sucky QBs too, but we never BOOed the kid! I feel bad for him. Why are you booing your QB?! He needs to know that the fans are behind him...but he knows they aren't!!!

*~*

My baby brother is coming home for two days for the first time in four months Tuesday! I've missed him!!
ashleyfanfic: (Alabama Football!!)
Hello world!!

So, here's a little update...

I had two tests this week. One in Microeconomics and one in Accounting. No idea how I did on either. I have a test thursday in Stats that I'm dreading.

*~*

So, Alabama is 4-0 with an awesome victory against Arkansas. Georgia struggled to beat them, but I think that says more about how crappy Georgia is this year.

And the Tebow was hurt...awww. I thought he was superman! At least, that's the way it sounds when the announcers talk about him. I mean, I expect at halftime he walks on water then goes and saves puppies from a burning building. I think my hate for Tebow is more because the announcers all love him. Hell, the announcers for the television, no matter the station, suck. If you were just listening to the Alabama/Arkansas game on TV, you would have thought that Arkansas had it by 50 points.

*~*

It feels like it's been raining here since 1998. I don't even remember what it was like when the sun came out. We're supposed to have a sunny day tomorrow, but I highly doubt it.

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On the World of Warcraft front. I have less than 15 days to make it to level 80 before my submission time runs out. I don't have any money and with dad paying the rest of my bills, I just don't have the heart to ask him to pay for 6 months of WoW time. :(

But my Death Knight is a level 76. I'm nearly high enough to buy a flying mount for Northrend. I'm also Double Spec, in Blood and Frost. Frost because I kept getting asked to tank and when people found out that I was blood, they were pissed. So, I went frost, too. Frost only pulls more aggro, while I feel like Blood deals more damage.

Also, Brewfest is going on, and I've almost got enough coins to buy brew of the month. I need one more day on the damn goat to get it. And I've been looking for a weapon better than the Ax I currently have that deals like 500 damage and has a high crit strike rating as well as armor penetration. I've yet to find one.

My brother is no longer playing WoW because he works all the time and just doesn't have time, which is sad because that's when I usually got to talk to him. Although, I changed servers, so that wasn't even really true.

Anyway, I love this game, but I've found that if I play it right before I go to bed, that I dream about it. And believe me, you do not want to dream about WoW. It doesn't lend itself to peaceful dreams. When I first started playing, I had a recurring dream that I was on my mount, riding around the Barrens, trying to find animals to kill for their skin. Pretty bad when you're so involved in something that you dream about it.

*~*

That's it for me for the night. I'm super tired and I just want to crawl into bed and sleep for, like, forever. My cousin Nicole is having a baby shower tomorrow, so I probably won't be around.

Toodles!
ashleyfanfic: (Alabama Football!!)
Been a quiet Labor Day at home.

We're having kabobs for dinner complete with bell peppers, onions, garlic...should be very tasty!

Tomorrow we're starting on weight watchers because the majority of us in the house feel that TFF is not good. (BTW - TFF means TOO FUCKING FAT!)

*~*

I bought a new desk the other day at walmart for 40 bucks. I really like it. It's black and simple and has a drawer, which my other desk didn't have. It's perfect for my desktop.

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Today is my dad's 52 birthday. He's the best daddy in the world and I'll fight with anyone who says otherwise.

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I'm slowly working my way through laundry.

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I completed chapter 3 of Broken Road and it's been sent for betaing. So, look for a post about that in the next few days.

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I think that's all. I don't really have anything else, I don't think.

Wait, yes I do...ROLLLLL TIDE ROLL!
ashleyfanfic: (big bang theory - ken can kiss my barbie)
I love the show Big Bang Theory. I would kill Sheldon and I wouldn't put up with his shit, much like Penny. In fact, I would have knocked him down the stairs already. But that's just me and if that happened there wouldn't be much of a show because he makes it! Sheldon For The Win!

*~*

I'm a decent pace ahead in my math class. I'm also surprised I understand as much about accounting as I do considering the terrible time I had with it the first go round.

*~*

[livejournal.com profile] amethyst18, you already went to bed, but I'm nearly done with chapter 3 of Broken Road. I started working on it after you signed off.

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Found out that my brother is having a boy. :( I REALLY WANTED A GIRL! I mean, I just felt this crushing feeling when they told me it was a boy. How sad is that? I really wanted them to have a cute little girl. :( Testosterone is dripping off the walls here already! And I'll love little Peyton with all my heart, but I'll have to fight the urge to buy girl clothes to put on him.

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I finally got a cellphone. It's actually a phone for my mom and I to share, but she never goes anywhere, so it's really for me to use while I'm at school.

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We're having a birthday part for Landon on Saturday. Landon and I share a birthday, as you might know. He's getting a Mickey Mouse cake while I'm getting a tiara on a pillow cake! My cake is chocolate, although I don't really like chocolate cake. I'm not complaining as the cake will be super cute.

*~*

I don't really have anything else to add. That's it for me.

Night everyone!!

*~*
ashleyfanfic: (love story)
A mosquito bit me in the crease of my cleavage. it HURTS and itches, and if you didn't know, it's very hard to scratch that.
ashleyfanfic: (jackie pout)
So, I started my Algebra class two days late, but I'm already caught up! YAY!!!

I did all the homework that was assigned on the computer and I'm waiting until tomorrow to take the test.

College seems much easier the second time around.

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I'm really really tired. I woke up in the middle of the night to find my heart racing like it does sometimes. I hate that. I always have a horrible headache the next day.

*~*

Landon has been fussy today. At least, when I've been here. I don't know why, but he has.

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I wanna do some more icons...so I'm taking requests again.

Only restriction is no Twilight please. I already made Taylor Lautner icons. I just don't wanna have to do any of the rest of the cast.


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I've finally made it to level 71 on WoW with my Death Knight. I'm in Northrend and gah, sometimes I just hate running quests. Like, I don't mind doing the actual quest, but running it back sometimes takes more time than its worth. I also would like to do more instances, but I guess I'll just have to wait until people around do them and are looking for someone because my guild is higher than me and they're doing them together. Not to mention, instances are sometimes hard for me to do because I can never have five minutes alone to do anything.

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Anyway, I think that's about it from me tonight. I'm tired, I plan to take a shower, watch That 70's Show/Diners, Drive-ins, and Dives, and then go to bed.
ashleyfanfic: (Spock and Kirk)
Hard to believe it's the first of June!!

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I'm starting to get a nice tan. I'm currently wearing hot pink, which looks good with nice brown color I am.

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Still having an issue coping with all the people in the house. Yesterday, it was just the family, but it felt like more! I'm not sure what to do, but it's causing me to have anxiety attacks because of all the people. I'd like to move out, but I just can't afford it.

*~*

I don't have a lot to say, but, yeah...

Randomness

May. 28th, 2009 06:59 am
ashleyfanfic: (new spock and kirk)
It's Thursday! YAY!

This week has flown by, I know because Monday I didn't work. God, why can't every weekend be like that.

*~*

Chris Pine and Zachary Quinto should only do interviews together forever. They should only make movies together forever! They are totally made of win!!

Oh, and I have loved Chris Pine since Princess Diaries 2! He was majorly hot in that movie. Always wore blue so as to really show off his blue eyes.

*~*

I really want something to do today, so I would be happy to take more prompts...

Let's change it up, though. Give me a couple, and a line from a movie! :) That should be fun!

*~*

So, what's going on with you guys?? I want comments so I have something to do during downtime today. So, talk to me about what's on your mind.
ashleyfanfic: (Default)
Well, I'm here.

I'm soooo tired. I woke up at like 4 this morning and tossed and turned for two hours. I hate when that happens. All I want to do at the moment is sleep. And I would have had I not needed to go to the bathroom at 4 in the morning. Then I laid there, counting down the minutes until I had to get up, and I think subconsciously, I'm always afraid I'll miss my alarm and not wake up. It's a sickness.

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Watched Jon and Kate Plus 8 last night. I watched it from the very begining and found myself attached to the family. I felt bad for Jon because every time he turned around Kate was emasculating him on television. The kids are absolutely adorable and I feel bad that they're going through this. But you could so tell that they were done, Jon and Kate, that is. Their body language said it all. There was a huge gap between them, their legs were crossed away from one another, and they both had their arms folded over their chest. All signs that they are closed off to one another.

It's sad, really. Those kids deserve better than what's happening to them.

*~*

A chicken biscuit can make everything in the world perfect.

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Michelle is on vacation for a week, so I'll be totally lost without her to talk to through the day. She really is my best friend. I had a funny conversation with her fiance Adam right before they got married.

Me: You still have time to run.
Adam: (laughs)
Me: But understand this. I'll kill you.
Adam: I bet you have a shotgun in the car for it, too.
Me: Oh, I don't need a gun to kill you...
ashleyfanfic: (World of warcraft)
I'm currently listening to Boys II Men after just having had pizza for lunch. I could really use a nap.

I forgot to mention that I hit 55 with my hunter the other day on WoW and was able to create a Death Knight. Now, I think they are completely awesome, but I miss the tank that comes in the form of the hunter pet. I'm not big on hand to hand combat with my charries. I don't know why. I also like the tracking features that hunters have. It comes in very handy for hidden enemies.

I've written over 14,000 words for a fic challenge, and I'm not where near done. I think because I'm writing it out of sequence.

Which is a stranger couple:

Parvati/Goyle?
Parvati/Harry?
Lavender/Goyle?
Lavender/Nott?

*~*

Also, I've been making plans for over a month to attend Michelle's wedding in Kentucky with some of my friends from college. Well, one friend asked two weeks ago if he could bring his girlfriend, which threw off our room arrangement because instead of having 4 people share a room, we now had 5. So, I reluctantly agreed and we didn't get a room, we're just going to drive back from Kentucky and crash at my house. It's like 3 1/2 to 4 hours. That's nothing for me to drive. Anyway, he sent me a message on facebook to tell me that "hey...tried to call you...not going to the wedding...sorry". No explanation or anything.

So, I talked to Michelle and she said that he claims that he had a family reunion on that day. She's ok with it because it's less people for her to feed, but it ruined our plans when he invited his gf so we changed them for him, and then he cancels on us and we can't get a room at any of the hotels so now we're stuck driving back.

Do you know how angry I am?
ashleyfanfic: (landon)
It's confirmed! I'm going to be an Aunt again! My brother Brad and his fiance Kristin are having a baby and she's due on January 1, 2010!

Now, we're wondering how long until Brittni is pregnant again.

Oh, and I'm using my new icon of Landon because he is the love of my life. He looks JUST like my brother Adam!

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